Oblivion

Anonymous

Reflects my feelings on my life, and what my life is like.

I thought that my struggle was over now
I thought my pain had ended
I thought I had found my way out of that hole
I thought my wounds were mended

I thought those cuts were sewed with strong lace
I thought I'd make it out
I thought I'd live with sunshine on my face
I thought I'd just get up and in my joy, shout

And maybe this was the time
I would actully feel awake
Oblivion would hold me down no more
and my heart would no longer ache

but it looks like I lost my grip again
and fell in that hole with no end
an endless fear as I fall
but with no bottom to end it all

Because thats what has just happened
my strength has all left me
I have no more to hold on anymore
and so I fall back, why can't my pain leave me be
Oblivion

Because I've fallen in that hole with no end
Because I've lost, yet again in a game I cannot win
Because it seems my pain has steped on my weak hands, and laughed as I
fell
Because I fell in a bottomless pit, over this I would prefer hell
Because now once again
I've fell back into Oblivion
Oblivion

Someone once told me theres a place
where your life looses it's pain
no tears, less fears
and nothing to loose, just gain

But that place seems so far from me now
and it seems for me it will never be found
I don't know what I did to deserve this
because no matter how I hide, Pain finds me like a blood hound


Because I've fallen in that hole with no end
Because I've lost, yet again in a game I cannot win
Because it seems my pain has steped on my weak hands, and laughed as I
fell
Because I fell in a bottomless pit, over this I would prefer hell
Because now once again
I've fell back into Oblivion
Oblivion

Oblivion
and it seems
it's where I'll stay
as I sit here, as I fall into oblivion
to pay a price
which I did nothing to have to pay

Because I've fallen in that hole with no end
Because I've lost, yet again in a game I cannot win
Because it seems my pain has steped on my weak hands, and laughed as I
fell
Because I fell in a bottomless pit, over this I would prefer hell
Because now once again
I've fell back into Oblivion
Oblivion

Oblivion,
Because it seems,
Once again,
That I've thought wrong,
Oblivion